Site Meter Reflections on Playboy: As of this month, I’m back in sex surrogate therapy

May 12, 2009

As of this month, I’m back in sex surrogate therapy

Almost a year ago, I announced my intention to finish the sex surrogate therapy I started in 2005. It’s finally happening again. Twice a month each, I’m visiting a sex surrogate and also a talk therapist who monitors the relationship as a third party. Reunion with those two friends has been heartwarming but sobering about the challenges I face in learning how not to feel like hell every day. Like the proverbial idiot who can’t walk and chew gum at the same time, I find it difficult to coordinate my intellect and emotions with the opportunity for human warmth and pleasure during my two-hour sessions with the surrogate. The problem is hard to describe but very real, and it probably cripples my every attempt at love, work, or play. Most assuredly, my sex therapy is not just about sex.

Please wish me luck with the therapy.

Update, November 27, 2009, 3:06 p.m.: After three new visits in May and June of this year, I ran out of money for surrogate therapy.

A related subsequent post:
I wish I could say I’ve been too busy masturbating to blog

Posted by Brian Sorgatz at 10:13 AM

  • Blogger Horatio left this comment at May 12, 2009 3:24 PM  
    What's a sex surrogate?

  • Anonymous Dave in Willits left this comment at May 12, 2009 4:18 PM  
    Hey Brian,

    Enjoy your therapy. I'm glad to hear that your are tackling difficulties in this arena directly...it sounds like you found a good person to work with. I hope you find some healing.

  • Blogger Brian Sorgatz left this comment at May 12, 2009 6:55 PM  
    There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.

    Thank you, Dave.

  • Blogger Leesa left this comment at May 12, 2009 9:51 PM  
    Good luck. I have had my own challenges.

  • Blogger terrapraeta left this comment at May 15, 2009 7:52 AM  
    Hey Brian,

    Long time, eh? Glad to hear you are doing some positive things with your life... the best of fortune to you...

    I'm back online again, finally... but now I have to figure out how to connect to my wordpress ID when commenting;-)

    tp
    http://terrapraeta.worpress.com

  • Blogger Brian Sorgatz left this comment at May 15, 2009 8:03 AM  
    Welcome back, Terrapraeta. It’s a pleasure to have you back around. In the “Choose an identity” menu, the “OpenID” button has a WordPress option.

  • Blogger Horatio left this comment at May 23, 2009 2:35 PM  
    I just looked it up. That's what I thought but I just wasn't sure and was kind of worried what I'd find if I did a search (since I mostly surf from work)! Hope that works out, man. Cheers!

  • Blogger Brian Sorgatz left this comment at May 23, 2009 2:41 PM  
    Thank you, Horatio!

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