Site Meter Reflections on Playboy: Monday morning autodidact report 3

July 28, 2008

Monday morning autodidact report 3

I hoped that my commitments to my study projects would bring a sense of adventure, and I haven’t been disappointed. On Saturday, I was almost suicidal with despair over my seeming inability to step up to the challenge. But yesterday, I found the courage to open up my day planner and browse it leisurely. The experience was just what I needed. By necessity, a person of my pleasure-seeking disposition relies on appetite as his moral compass. When I rediscovered the desire to play with my nerd toys, I felt almost reborn. Hallelujah!

Speaking of hallelujah, I didn’t mention A Course in Miracles a week ago. At Lesson 125 today, I’ve finished a third of the year-long Workbook. When I’m having a hard day, the Jesus of the Course can sound annoyingly chipper about the blissful reunion with God in my future. But I stick with Him, because He has a way of making a lot of sense after all. Hallelujah!

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