Hollywood, California, is my spiritual hometown. I actually grew up in three other communities in California, but it hardly seems to matter which three. How could my heart take root anywhere under the tyranny of American public schooling?
I don’t have to work for a living. After my father died in December 1997, my family and I won a legal settlement.
The Blog About
Nothing: Sudheer of Hyderabad, India, is a big fan of Playboy and an
even bigger fan of Seinfeld. In this blog, he composes humorous
dialogues for the show’s characters.
Hit & Run: the official
blog of my other favorite magazine, Reason: Free Minds and Free
Markets; winner
of the 2005 Weblog Award for Best Group Blog; “the best
libertarian blog” according to the October 2005 issue of
Playboy.
Scoobie Davis Online: a self-described “filmmaker, surfer, and party crasher” in southern California. He’s also a Playboy fan, a left-leaning political gadfly, and a connoisseur of Jack T. Chick religious tracts.
The Search for
Health in Decadence: poetry and philosophical writings of Will, who has
engaged me in lengthy, good-natured debate through comments on my
blog.
The Blank Slate: The Modern Denial of Human Nature by Steven
Pinker. With stylistic flair, a Harvard cognitive scientist
refutes myths about human nature underlying a multitude of political
beliefs—including many of those that would either favor or
oppose the sexual revolution.
God in Popular Culture by Andrew M. Greeley. A liberal Catholic
priest sees quasi-Christian messages of grace abounding in the
allegedly soulless realm of commercial pop culture. For all I know,
Greeley is not necessarily a Playboy fan. But his
interpretation of Madonna’s song “Like a Virgin” has
influenced my impression of Playboy. (In case anyone wonders, my religious heritage is Lutheran on my father’s side and secularist on my mother’s.)
I take pride in letting this new blog ritual be nerdy and boring, if that’s how it comes out.
Oscar Wilde said, “When the gods wish to punish us they answer our prayers.” Now that I’m lippy enough to call myself an autodidact, I have to find out how to be that. I’ve been mortified to learn how intimidated I am by the studies I’ve assigned myself. Because my spirit has rebelled against authoritarian schooling in any form, I’m burdened with the responsibilities of curriculum-setting that I refuse to delegate to others. Uh-oh! What do I do now?
Fortunately, I seem to have had good instincts so far in starting to make it happen. Close to the top of this blog’s sidebar is my public list of “current fields of study.” Having put my reputation at stake, I can’t afford to run away from the challenges. If I weasel out of a difficult project like the Analects of Confucius, for example, I’m afraid I’ll feel like a dork forever. It’s too late to back out now. (For all the obvious reasons, friendship and sex will be somewhat more private than the other study projects.)
Yesterday was a very good day. After a few days of stalling, I went for it. I moved forward with the Analects and a good many of the other study projects, too. A week from today, I’ll be ready to report on specific projects in more detail. But this post has enough paragraphs already, so I’m done for now. A measured laziness can be a virtue for a writer if it encourages brevity.
SHANTRA left this comment at July 20, 2008 10:36 AM
Brian, It sounds like you're up to a lot of great activities. That's quite a robust list of fields of study! Good for you. -Shantra