Site Meter Reflections on Playboy: Monday morning autodidact report 1

July 14, 2008

Monday morning autodidact report 1

I take pride in letting this new blog ritual be nerdy and boring, if that’s how it comes out.

Oscar Wilde said, “When the gods wish to punish us they answer our prayers.” Now that I’m lippy enough to call myself an autodidact, I have to find out how to be that. I’ve been mortified to learn how intimidated I am by the studies I’ve assigned myself. Because my spirit has rebelled against authoritarian schooling in any form, I’m burdened with the responsibilities of curriculum-setting that I refuse to delegate to others. Uh-oh! What do I do now?

Fortunately, I seem to have had good instincts so far in starting to make it happen. Close to the top of this blog’s sidebar is my public list of “current fields of study.” Having put my reputation at stake, I can’t afford to run away from the challenges. If I weasel out of a difficult project like the Analects of Confucius, for example, I’m afraid I’ll feel like a dork forever. It’s too late to back out now. (For all the obvious reasons, friendship and sex will be somewhat more private than the other study projects.)

Yesterday was a very good day. After a few days of stalling, I went for it. I moved forward with the Analects and a good many of the other study projects, too. A week from today, I’ll be ready to report on specific projects in more detail. But this post has enough paragraphs already, so I’m done for now. A measured laziness can be a virtue for a writer if it encourages brevity.

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Posted by Brian Sorgatz at 10:09 AM

  • Blogger SHANTRA left this comment at July 20, 2008 10:36 AM  
    Brian,
    It sounds like you're up to a lot of great activities. That's quite a robust list of fields of study! Good for you.
    -Shantra
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